
I'm back to France, so I stop my sessions in Ireland. I had a wonderful experience here, and now I go on that job I love somewhere else. The show must go on !
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Cranial osteopathy, Biodynamics and Energy Healing for humans and animals
The homeopath acupuncturist of the clinic, Deirdre Mackesy, had been contacted by a man, Bernard, about his son, Dean (30 years old), who was in a deep coma state for the last 18 weeks. She referred him to me so we could work together.Time was against us, and he was considered as hopeless. Dean had had a severe accident, and from that he got several skull fractures and brain damage. What could I do about that ? I didn't know exactly, but I accepted to see him with two questions in mind and a purpose : could he come out of his coma, was his body healthy enough to allow him that ? How long should we try and how to know if he would have a vegetative life forever after that ? That was a big fear of the family. So my purpose was to feel from his unconscious level if he « wanted » to live or to die. He was stuck, so if I could, I wanted to help him to be free enough to make a choice. That was my intention, which is much like every sessions, especially with children : why the parents bring their child ? What do I understand of the situation ? And in the end, what does the child really want, need ? It is not an easy concept to get, because even if it's understandable, it's not rational. I'm not the only one to do that, but I will always speak in my name, and avoid general laws supposed applicable to and by anyone. So, what is it about ? Bernard wanted his son to have a chance to start a new « normal » life, but he had only his hopes and Doctor's reports. He didn't know what was really going on inside Dean's body. We could say the same about Doctors sometimes, because deep comas keep a secret, even with a huge medical knowledge (which is far beyond mine). I wanted to do my job, and what I had heard about Dean gave me clues about which parts of his anatomy, mainly the head, would need attention, osteopathic tests and maybe treatments. These conclusions were logical, and we could have reasonably tried that approach, but we were limited. There are so many things we didn't know... How was he hit ?, in which position ?, with which force directions ?, when did he loose consciousness ?, did he see the strikes coming ?, How was he emotionaly two minutes before or for the last few weeks ? Etc...To undo the knot of this trauma, I needed a tool to feel these different traumatic parameters. Yes, to feel, not to deduce from collected informations. I'm not the genius Sherlock Holmes ! So, if we assume that, in the end, only Dean's body knew what had happened, only Dean's body knew what he needed to come back. My job, as usual, was really to be as open and sensitive as possible to follow his inside story. What does that mean ? Imagine you put your hand in a slow water stream, eyes closed, and you slowly follow the water movements. That's what I do. It's a physical sensation. But the human water stream is filled with physical forces, traumatic events, emotions, strong thoughts and beliefs. So when I follow this first physical movement, I come in contact with these other parts of the human being. I try to be open enough to accept that, which in return allow me to follow the stream more clearly. And here comes the very good news : if I follow the energy movement to its resolution, I always witness that a better balance is reached. If I don't control the movement, I need to trust what is happening, like a blind person trusts his guide dog. For the last few years, it has never been wrong ! I can trust that, and it's the most beautifulest thing I have ever experienced. Sometimes it's too blocked to move, so it doesn't work every time, but when it moves, when the inside intelligence can express itself, it's always good. We'll see what it involves for Dean.
Pascal
The first time I saw him, his father stayed with me in the hospital bedroom, so he could talk to me about Dean and witness how I work. From his point of view, I was waving my hands over the bed, walking from the head to the foot, from one side to another, sometimes touching the body, sometimes a meter away. So I followed the natural movement of his energy field, around him and through his anatomy. I had felt blokages before, from old physical or emotional traumas, but never like this one. With tubes to his bladder, lungs, veins...He could survive, but his energetical system was all constricted inside. It was like his entire energy body was stocked in his tail bone, door locked....I didn't expect to feel an healthy body, which would have been like a positive magnetic field pushing my hands all around Dean. I'm sure you know how it feels to approach two magnets at their positive extremities. That is how I experience health, but here it was the exact opposite, the attractive force of a negative magnet towards a postive one. Usually the magnetic effect is somewhere in between, but with Dean I could feel the attraction of my hands to the midline of his body. I was stuck, without movement, no matter how long I stayed in that position. Locked...The first session was nearly over, and I thought about something. I had just finished a book, « the reconnection », where Dr Eric Pearl talk about transmitting new frequencies to people. Our bodies are vibrating (even dead matter vibrates), and according to him, we could add new vibrations to our current vibrations, just by being in contact with someone who would vibrate differently, for instance, himself ! And I had a session from one of his students, so if this transmission concept is true, I'm supposed to have now this new healthy frequency. Whatever, at the end of this session with Dean, I took a minute to feel the energy field around Dean's father's hands. He didn't feel anything special, but I hoped that through that, and just because he spends lots of time close to his son, the energy work toward openess would go on. That was only a small detail in the whole treatment, but details sometimes change a story.
That had been an expected first session, and still I was frustrated about something...On my way back home, I suddenly understood : I had felt his body, the huge energetical blokage, but not the man himself, as a person, as an emotional being, as a human. I missed that, and it was very important to reach that part of himself if I wanted to be of any help. With my usual patients, I now realise I can still feel their emotional presence even when they are asleep, so I was surprised to feel this lack of « presence ». I parked the car at a little beach not far from home, I sat quietly on the sand and I started the session again, on a distant healing mode. I closed my eyes, lifted slightly my elbows, my hands facing each other. The first thing was to feel energy between my hands and around me, connected to him. I do that with my kinesthetic sense, but just imagine you try to focus on a perfume until you can actually smell it. To help me, I said to myself : « Dean ? », and « Where are you ? » The sensitive purpose of these words and of my hands position is to really feel like the person is here with me, or I'm somewhere else with him, and I can work as usual, almost...I knew his body was in hospital, but he ? It wasn't a matter of kilometers, but it felt like he was far away. There was the same tightness again between my hands, so closed, so protective, but this time I reached something else. With the physical tension lied an emotion : fear. It was like he ran away and didn't know the way back. He needed a secure path, a very loving environment to open the gate despite this huge fear. Ok, now the session was complete and I had all I needed to talk with the homeopath and check our patient's evolution. At last I had the feeling that I had given a treatment to a patient, not only to a lying sleeping body.
It would have been quite understandable to be first concerned by the brain damages, but our first task, surely the most important, was to « unshock » the system, to witness that absolutly necessary spark if we were to have any further hopes. It took three weeks. During these three weeks, his energy was continuously stuck, as if pulled inside by a very powerful magnet. Our work wasn't useless however, because in the meantime we helped his body to cope with the necessary medical cares. He had troubles to breathe and was chesty as usual. I could feel disturbances and irritation where he had a tracheotomy. A few times I had tingling and stinging sensations around my fingers when my hand was stopped above his throat. This is so different from the normal energy field pattern, which is soft, strong and fluent. So I worked on that, waiting for the elimination process of this « static electric » sensation, hoping at the same time that we could find a deeper solution.
At last I could feel a big difference the day after an homeopathic session. We had talk about Dean's spiritual condition, about his deep fears, and as he had constipation problems as well, she gave him an homeopathic remedy, « opium », at a higher dilution than just for physical constipation. Just in case you don't know homeopathy, there's not a single molecule of opium in a high dilution of homeopathic remedy, so technically she didn't give him any opium, in a chemical sense. But for other reasons that I won't develop here, homeopathy can be very efficient. So she gave him that remedy, and she told me how she was surprised to see him reacting strongly by shaking for a few seconds, and being quiet again. Something had happenend. When I saw him the next day, I understood what she had done. He wasn't conscious yet, it would take a few more weeks, but from an energy point of view, he was back. His system was unshocked, and he was emotionaly in the room, present in the space around him. I went on this opening and helped him to reorganise his energy field. I was happy, I felt like I was watching the sunrise.This instant was the critical point of all Dean's recovery, but it was invisible, silent, and maybe forever only in the amazed minds of two alternative therapists.
« Energy field », « spiritual condition », « emotionally in the room »...Maybe you have your own meanings for these words, maybe these words have no meanings at all. I'd like to explain that concept now by writing the begining of a later session with Dean (a few weeks later, when he wasn't in a coma anymore). I sat next to him while he was sleeping, and focused on « where is he ? ». I felt like a light cloud under the ceiling, over the foot of the bed. Slowly, the cloud entered the body by the feet, very peacefully. At the exact same time it was completely inside, Dean opened his eyes...What would you conclude ? I choose to understand the more obvious to me : Dean was outside of his body, and awoke as soon as he was back inside. I felt that from my usual energy sensations, I mean non anatomical movements inside and around the body, which give a sort of egg shape of magnetic energy that we can call the energy field. So, a part of this energy field is connected to the body, and another part is connected to this light cloud. We can call it the spiritual part of the energy field. When I talked about Dean's spiritual condition, I meant this essential part of himself that I couldn't feel at first, and which is necessary for consciousness and human life.